Thomas was born two years ago today! In some ways, it seems like yesterday. In other ways, it seems foggy, like it was forever ago or a dream of some kind. Regardless, I love that precious boy and miss him every minute of every day. I am so grateful for him, and so proud to be his mother.
We both took the day off of work, so it has been nice to be together to remember and celebrate our sweet Thomas. We took balloons out to the cemetery again. However, due to purchasing our balloons at the sketchy Kroger where no one knew how to blow up a balloon or tie a string onto one, only one balloon actually made it to the cemetery.
This year has been different. Last year I was dreading November and acutely aware of what I was doing at this time the year before. This year I am still sad, of course, but it is softer. I know what to expect now from these hard days so they aren't as intimidating. I also know that our anticipation and excitement for Turner and Emmaline have been a huge part of my healing. I am so grateful to be their mother too.....and can't wait (ok, CAN wait 2-3 weeks) for them to be here!
Thanks so much for all of your thoughts, prayers, texts, and messages today. We are so blessed to have so many people remember our sweet Thomas on his birthday!
"Let your unfailing love surround us, Lord, for our hope is in you alone." Psalm 33:22